steak steak steak

I've been eating steak all weekend long. lol We bought these HUGE steaks and BBQ'd them. They didn't turn out how I like them, but they're still very good.

I haven't weighed myself in days. I know, that's bad, but I'm sick of weighing on the roller coaster. I'm going to weigh myself next Friday and see if I go down. If I don't then I might just wait until November 1st and see what happens. I get so angry if I get two pounds of water sticking around and it makes me look like I haven't lost and you know I have.

I know I'll lose if I just keep doing what I'm doing. I want to step on the scale in a month and be shocked at how much I lost. haha If it could be that easy, right?

255 tody NOT cool

I'm annoyed, but I'm not going to give up. I can't believe I am at 255 again. I was 255 a week ago. I THOUGHT I was going down.

I don't know if it was the lack of calories yesterday or the croutons in that stupid McDonald's salad. I'm going to refrain from eating those things and see what happens.

Just annoyed. I will lose, I don't care what plateau I hit and I will continue eating like this forever.

Oh yeah, and today I'm going to eat as much protein and fat that I can possibly handle. Although, yesterday the only reason why I didn't eat more than 1200 calories is because I just wasn't hungry.

Oh that was so much food

I'm stuffed. I only ate like 900 calories today and I cannot fit another piece of food in my mouth. I had an avocado around noon because I just wasn't hungry at breakfast time and then 3 eggs with cheese scrambled in butter and then a McDonald's grilled chicken salad with ceasar dressing for dinner. I cannot eat one more bite.

I drank some coffee and iced tea as well, but I am uncomfortably full. I also did leg lifts - 100 of them. I heard each leg lift was a 2 calorie burn. It did start to feel like it at the end, but for awhile I was thinking 'I can't possibly be burning 100 calories.'

I feel like just lying down and digesting my food now. Bla.

Still 253 but now it's 253.0 LOL

I think it was 253.8 then yesterday 253.4 and now today it's 253.0. I wasn't recording the decimal, but when you're getting desperate to see the results the dots really start to matter.

I wasn't really hungry at all when I woke up. I've been up since 7:30 and have had only two cups of coffee for breakfast. I just wasn't hungry. Then, just now I decided I needed some lunch so I had an avocado with salt and pepper. I'm now stuffed. I can't even imagine putting anything else in me!

I'm hoping the carb count in the avocado isn't a bad thing. It's 14 g of carbs, but 11 of those grams are fiber supposedly indigestible so I'm getting 3g's of carbs in reality. That is the theory anyway. It sure is filling though. I don't see how anyone can eat them with anything else. Both the fat and fiber are incredible.

I wonder what other fruits and veggies have the same kind of content? I'd be happy just to eat those all the time, well, with a few steaks thrown in ;)

What I ate on 10/14/2010

Just the same thing everyday. LOL It's mostly because we're really broke. Yeah, you heard me say it before. The cheapest thing to make are eggs. The kids get pasta and those other fun things you get to eat when your metabolism works ok. I had scrambled eggs with cheese in the morning and then an omelet with cheese and fresh rosemary from my garden. If I remember correctly I might have added a jalapeno and fresh basil to the scrambled eggs or maybe that was yesterday?

I also had a McDonald's Grilled Chicken Ceasar Salad for dinner. Yes, I was crazy and ate the croutons. I don't know if the weight chart I got the calories off of had the croutons. Of course, I'm full yet I'm hungry now. It's one of those stupid carb things.

Ugh Not Hungry but the Fidgety Boredom Hunger Starts

I haven't really been hungry all day. I had scrambled eggs for breakfast and an omelet for lunch. I usually get a snack in between lunch and dinner, but I didn't. Now I'm bored and don't feel like eating but I want to. Does that make sense? I want to graze the kitchen. I know nothing will be in there. I know it's stress. My youngest has been bratty all day and here I am wanting to eat because of it.

Relax, calm. I need to calm.

Breathe.

Wait until you're hungry. Maybe I'm thirsty. I don't feel like it, but somewhere I read that some people think they're hungry when they're thirsty. Hmmm....

Adding these results to MyLot

Let's see what happens ;)


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